βIβve been living with a shadow overhead,
Iβve been sleeping with a cloud above my bedβ
βIβve been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
Iβve been searching but I just donβt see the signsβ

These are the words that best describe what is going through my mind then. Fake smiles and meaningless laughter helps from other people noticing it. Every now and then hoping for the sun to muscle its way over the dark cloud to shine its sunny rays into my life. A bit of sunshine would be nice for a change.
… And know that Allah cometh in between the man and his own heart … (Al-Anfal, 8:24)
So, the journey has begun. Physically I have arrived, but the heart and mind needs some persuading into. I didnβt have to seek further. The moment I stepped into the camp, the burden and the weight seemed to just disappear into thin air. It seemed as if I had entered into a totally different world. I quickly settled in with all of the participants. Friends old and new alike. Some of them came from the far north of Hokkaido and some even came from the horizons of Korea!
β¦And whosoever keepeth his duty to Allah, Allah will appoint a way out for him, (2) And will provide for him from (a quarter) whence he hath no expectation. And whosoever putteth his trust in Allah, He will suffice him. Lo! Allah bringeth His command to pass. Allah hath set a measure for all things. ( At-Talaq : 2-3 )

The first night was highlighted with us forming a circle for a little bit of ta’kruf . The unique part of it is that each and everyone of us had to form a question about themselves. And randomly select another person to answer it for us. Youβd have to experience it first-hand to enjoy the spirit of the game. It was quite fun actually. Okey, Iβll share it with you all, what my question was.
Me: What was the first sport that I got involved in?
1. Gymnastic
2. Swimming
3. Total free flowing “Samba-style” football (a little bit exaggerated …hehe.)